I wish I could pass as a guy.

I pride myself in being nonconformist. 
Almost all the preppy girls at the schools I've gone/am going to wear Ugg boots.
I secretly swore to myself that I'd never wear them.
My parents bought me some for Christmas.

And guess what?
[i love them.] 

1. I have OCD in the truest sense of the word. It's not completely obvious, so no ones knows about it. I find it annoying and embarrassing, and today people say that they have it kidding around. But it consumes so much time in my day, everything from how many seconds it takes to eat a certain food, to something like a certain time that I have to go to bed by. If I don't proceed in doing these urges I feel absolutely horrible. No one understands.

2. I quit biting my nails only because he loves them ran down his back during sex. And when people casually joke around saying, "she quit biting so she can scratch his back when their banging" my boyfriend and I just exchange glances and smile.

3. I'm someone no one would ever guess is secretly a SciFi/video games nerd.

My mom is always the first one to point flaws out in people, be it their looks or the way they act. I think she is the ugliest person I know because of this.

I want to be a wintergirl, frozen in a matchstick body.

I wish he would leave me. I am not the girl he thinks I am.

renaissance2010
Turning to photography as a creative outlet during a valiant fight with breast cancer at age 34, renaissance10 survived and set up a photo contest to help raise funds for the Lavender Trust, a nonprofit that provides information and support to younger women with breast cancer. In the first two years, the competition brought in over £65,000 (that's $107,260.73 U.S.!), with entries from 130 countries last year. Renaissance10 recently joined LiveJournal to meet other passionate photographers and find supportive friends.

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I hope hell isn't real bcuz if it is than thats where Im probably headed. Im guilty of every deadly sin.
secret: I'm enjoying every minute of it. If I died tonight I know I probably shouldn't even make it to heaven but hopefully when I get to the gates God will let me in anyway. Im a good person I just do bad things. I know Im not the only one. no body is perfect & God loves us all anyway.

I am seriously considering doing a double major when I start university next year and making one of those majors music just so that I have a better chance of getting into their wind ensemble.

Band has been my life in high school. I don't know what I'll do if I go to school next year and I don't get into their top band, or even any band at all. I'm willing to do anything I have to in order to get into this band. I'm worried they won't let me in. I know a few people in the wind ensemble, but they're all music majors and are all really, really good.

But I'm afraid that if I do music in university at all, I'll be one of those laughingstocks who's worse than the rest and who nobody thinks belongs there. I've done music my entire life, but because my dad (a professional musician) wanted me to. I do love it, but I'm worried that I'm not that talented, and that I don't have the passion that I see in some of my friends and in my father.    

I'm terrified I wont be able to make a difference.

i'm kind of embarrassed to buy a sex toy. but i really want one :[

My secrets:
1. I think I might be a lesbian, or at least bi leaning toward girls.
2. I'm the secretary of the GSA at my school, and I /know/ there's nothing wrong with being gay or bi. But I feel guilty, because I've been one of their only straight allies, and if I come out, they'll lose that.
3. I love seeing my friends during breaks, but right now I wish my break were totally free of them. I feel sort of lonely now, since all my friends are dating, and I'm supposed to go to two New Year's parties where I'll be pretty much the only single there. I just wish I could skip them both.
4. If my best friend ever got mad at me, or if we ever fought... well, I don't think we ever will, but if it happens, I don't know how I'll manage without her.

I'm shamefully addicted to adderall.
It gives me incredible energy, can go day without eating anything, loose over 2 pounds a day, and makes me want to clean my room.

I swore I would never get addicted to pills.

Right now, I never want to talk to you again

I'm scared, angry, upset.


But no-one will know that.

I am scare that i may forget about you someday.
When you not around, i feel like you don't exist at all.

I hate when something is wrong & you ask a person what's up & they make you feel like you're crazy & are overreacting. -Fuck you & your lame problems.

Every day this week you have reminded me my birthday is soon. STOP REMINDING ME. What puzzles me the most is that you know I don't want to be reminded. Thanks. Bitch. I love you but wtf really?